I’m a freshman, and school was okay. There’s 5 buildings, a small class, and I got lost. It honestly wasn’t the best feeling i got when I walked into school. I was like whatever. I felt like crying, especially this one girl talking about how she’s depressed and how she did weed and how her boyfriend does it. It makes me miserable. Tomorrow-Friday we are going on a 3 day camping trip… I don’t really know anyone, and It hurts to walk, so much it makes my eyes water. I am crying right now because I hate my mom so much for putting so much pressure on me about school and making me go on this trip and being a control freak about my room and having to keep it all clean and go through my things. I am crying right now i dont know why. I’m just so upset and i dont know, i dont wanna go to school. please help.