At school two years ago, my first day at a new school, these girls told me to go die and dropped their books on my head. From them on, they would tell me what I do is stupid and they would blame everything on me , and just be mean to me. All these guys a few months ago were sexually harassing me, sending me nak pictures, pressuring me to the point where I just fully gave in to everything they were wanting me to do, and I just couldn’t think straight. My mom puts so much pressure on me about school, and she makes me feel like my best isn’t enough. My uncle and my mom blame most things on me, and they always critisize me and are very strict with me. My mom makes me feel chocked 24/7 when I am a freshman, and she calls me alll the time when I’m not home. She always has to know everything and she sneaks my computer away and goes through my room and always has to keep it clean. I want to feel like a teenager but I just don’t. I don’t want to turn into the girl my mom wants me to become and i won’t. we yell at eachother all the time, and for some reason i’m always afraid she’s going to hit me, but she never does. I cry a lot when I never used to, and I just feel worthless and like nothings going to get better. Please let me know what you think.