I dont know why she is perfect and so beautiful. everything i could ask for in a lil girl. my problem is i am so depressed that i just cry at random times. I had to have a c-section last Wednesday didn’t know about it was just at the dr for a checkup and my blood pressure was so high and her heart beat was low that decided to go ahead and do an emergency c-section! I didn’t get to see her for 2 days because she was in the NICU and i had developed a temp after the surgery. When i did finally get to see her it didnt click that she was actually here. Now that I am here at the house and my boyfriend had to go back to work..its just me and her and i don’t know… I love her so much i do and she is wonderful…my hormones are so out of whack and I am so tired and still recovering from being cut open that its just so much! Anyone else went through this? what did you do to get over it?