okay let me start off by saying normally i would NEVER do this…

in my house during the day i play music while my 16 month old plays. he loves it. he dances and such its so cute!

recently i have developed preeclampsia (im 38 weeks) and they’re inducing me.. but i have to be on bed rest until monday when they can get me in. im a single mom and im home alone with him all day so obviously being on full bed rest is out of the question… half of yesterday and today i caved and just turned on the t.v to tree house for the day. it’s not like he sits and zones out.. it just amuses him while he runs around and plays because i can’t play with him like i normally would.

i still play with him a bit but not like i do when im okay. obviously i need to take it easy for mine and my babies health. does it make me a bad mom that i have to let the one eyed babysitter be on for him so my blood pressure doesn’t get to high?

i just feel so guilty…