Archive for April, 2010

Im only 16 and i live with my aunt..my parents divorced a year ago..im so sick of everything..always so depressed and lonely..my aunt is just to busy with her life and she doesnt always have the time or think its important to take me to the doctor :(…ive had anemia for the past 4 years been taking alot of medication for that..due to heavy and irregular periods and that made me gain so much weight and gave me facial hair..i went to the eye doctor a while back and she told me my eye pressure is to high i might get glaucoma later in life and go blindd!!!! the side effect of some medicine was constipation and now i started bleeding down there so had to stop that medi..now im having this weird thing in my ear..like bubbles popping…now what?? im gona go deaf?? seriously im so sick of my life…nothing is perfect//i just want to kill myself sometimes…:(

I am on my high school rugby team and we just started, its my first year on the team, and so I showed up with a cup on because I thought it was necessary or whatever, well it turns out no one on the team wears a cup, and they were calling me out for wearing one saying i was a p**sy. Im kinda scared to not wearing one because Idont want to be hit in the balls but I dont want to look like a baby in front of my teammates. we change together so theyd probly know if i wore one or not

any thoughts or suggestions?

I am 63 yrs old and weight 350 lbs. I have diabetes, high blood pressure. No cartilage in knees and sciatica. My insurance will not pay for for a gastric bypass, no a lap band. Doctors tell me to get out and walk, but I cant with my knees the way they are and besides my feet are so numb from the diabetes, I don’t always feel what is under them. I am on antidepressants. People tell me to go to Jenny Craig, or one of those place but I cant afford that. I have tried weight watcher, but I do not seem to be able to accomplish anything on my own. I truly need help. I am so happy that my daughter was able to have the bypass so that she will not have to suffer like this her whole life. I would give anything to loose 100 lbs before I turn 70. There are so many people out there that make money off of peoples short coming, like having not will power. There has to be somewhere I can go to get mental support and maybe even make some friends in the process. Arizona Desertrat.

Im only 16 andi have so many health problems..i want to live like a normal teenager… i live with my aunt..my parents divorced a year ago..im so sick of everything..always so depressed and lonely..my aunt is just to busy with her life and she doesnt always have the time or think its important to take me to the doctor :(…ive had anemia for the past 4 years been taking alot of medication for that..due to heavy and irregular periods and that made me gain so much weight and gave me facial hair..i went to the eye doctor a while back and she told me my eye pressure is to high i might get glaucoma later in life and go blindd!!!! the side effect of some medicine was constipation and now i started bleeding down there so had to stop that medi..now im having this weird thing in my ear..like bubbles popping…now what?? im gona go deaf?? seriously im so sick of my life…nothing is perfect//i just want to kill myself sometimes…:(

This is my 2nd pregnancy I’m 34 weeks. My 1st go around was so simple, no symptoms when labor hit it was just light cramps I was able to get ready, go shopping periodically check in at the hospital.
This time is 100% different! So Im wondering if any of you experienced (not 1st time) moms out there can tell me if its coming sooner than later..
I have alot of contractions, irregular varies in length so Im thinking they are braxton hicks..
I’ve been throwing up had some diarrhea (sorry tmi)..
Most of the time I feel so lazy but get busts of energy..
Baby girl is still moving but its not frequent at all like normal I’ve been carrying high all these months,
Lately I’ve felt a lot of pressure an occasional jolt extremely low!!
Sometimes shooting pains in the vaginal area..
I have no desire to eat..
My back is stiff throbs..
Oh the doc has been saying the baby measures a couple weeks bigger not sure if thats an issue for labor or not. [I'm only asking for opinions not medical advice or ask the doc kinda answers. Obviously I know when it happen, it happens nobody can predict it. Just wondering if anyone had any of these symptoms shortly before labor] Thanks in advance.

I have very low blood pressure and am wondering what other damage I might be doing to myself by eating salt. The rest of my diet is good.

I’m 16 years old and I have been suddenly getting really horrible headache/pains behind my ears. I have been thinking my vision was getting wierd before this happened, i have horrible posture(i read this could have something to do with it), i have borderline high blood pressure….

can you tell me what could be wrong or whats causing this?

okay well like all my friends are starting to get into drugs and drinking and sex and staying out until 2 in the morning. and im terrified.
i don’t want to get into drugs at all. drinking i don’t want to either, but im might have a cooler if everyone else is drinking. yes i know this is supposed to be fun high school years, but i lost my uncle to hardcore drugs. so im scared that if i start getting into them im going to end up like him. my friends don’t force me to do any of it so its nothing to do with peer pressure. also about the staying out late, i live in a really bad place, there is a lot of people getting stabbed and beat up out on the streets and stuff, so im really scared something like that is going to happen. just a few days ago a 16 year old girl was out with her friends and she was stabbed and killed like right around the corner from my house. but my friends just don’t seem to care. so i don’t know should i just face my fears and drink, and go out late? i still don’t want to do drugs. but i want to know what should i do?

When I graduated from high school, I felt a sort of pressure lifted off me. I probably though, I’m free. I’m not sure. I found myself a bit happier in that summer. When school started again, for the first few days, I felt like it was fun. But after those few days, that pressure that lifted off of me came back again.

I guess that pressure is the pressure to achieve. I know I’m not bright. I can’t read as fast as others or figure out math problems as fast as others either. In high school I was surrounded by those who are extremely intelligent, who win scholarships and those who pass AP tests with 3’s, 4’s, and occasionally, even 5’s. I’ve taken two AP tests and got a 1 on both of them. And sometimes I’m thinking, what in the hell am I doing with my life? While all those other people are achieving and working so hard… what am I doing? I try to catch up, but I don’t feel like I’m going anywhere. I lose motivation. And maybe, I might’ve not had motivation to begin with.

Others would also look down on me if I wasn’t intelligent. I hated that. I have a friend who has the same name as me. Shes incredibly smart, took more than 5 AP tests, and gets A’s in every subject. Guess what they called her? The Smart one while I’m The Dumb one.

I haven’t decided on a major. I don’t know what I want to do in life. I don’t want to waste money going to college and not choose a major that will help me somehow in my career. In the current economy, there is huge pressure in choosing something related to the sciences instead of the arts. Plainly put, the sciences are difficult. If I tried my hand at it, I’d probably give up on day one. I don’t feel as if I can just casually choose a major that I would enjoy doing. I don’t feel an affinity to any particular subject. I have to choose within a year, and I don’t even know which college I want to transfer to (I’m going to a community college and will transfer into a 4 year college).

Honestly, I feel like crying at times. I think… can I just give up school? Because… at times… I really can’t take the pressure.

Long running free forum provider ‘PROBOARDS’ has been accused of bowing to pressure from the Internet Regulator Rod Beckstrom and deleting some of its largest most successful boards. Major message boards such as ‘Universe Daily’ and the ‘Liberal National Party Forum’ vanished over the last fortnight in what can only be described as inexplicable circumstances.

Board owner Wayne Robert Smith of Australia was one of the furious users affected by this mass deletion of users forums.
I’ll never trust PROBOARDS again after this debacle.. said Wayne as he lambasted the once popular forum provider.I spent years on those forums. Pat the site owner is a virulous cane toad who needs stomping on. He should never have been allowed to create PROBOARDS. He’s a fake. A government crony. I legally bought RodBeckstrom.Org and that CIA spook couldn’t do anything about it even though he sold it to me. So now he is using underhanded methods to force the closure of my internet sites. Such as putting pressure on sites like PROBOARDS. What a scumbag!
Rod Beckstrom refused to comment and the police are now looking into the matter. Patrick Clinger the owner of PROBOARDS also refused to comment pending the results of the police inquiry. A topic at his support forum requesting an explanation was deleted within seconds.

Wayne Smith has been widely reported over the years for his purchase of high profile domain names such as BindiIrwin.Com, LiberalNationalParty.Com and MurdochPress.Com but claims he has never made a cent from the internet in his life.