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I am a 32 y/o single guy and I have a unique problem here. I hope you can help.

My sister Susan is a 29 y/o single female and last year, because of the bad economy, she lost her job. She has been searching for work ever since and working at various temp agencies. She was living with her boyfriend. One day she came home and found her stuff on the front lawn, the locks changed on the door, and a note from the boyfriend telling her to get lost. Apparantly the a-hole took off on a trip with another woman. So she called me up, crying (I don’t blame her) and asked me to come and get her. When she got in my car, the only thing she said was, I need to stay with you a couple of days.

So then a couple of days later, I asked Susan if she wanted to stay while she found work. I have a 2-bed, 2-bath condo and I figured it would be better for her than staying with our parents or sleeping on a friend’s couch or futon. I figured this way, she could have some privacy. I’d let her stay rent-free provided she looked for work and/or temped, paid 1/2 the grocery bill, and did her share of cleaning (I’m a fairly neat housekeeper). She could have the guest room. My sister’s a smart girl, so I thought she’d have no trouble finding a job.

That was 8 months ago.

Susan has since settled in. That guest room has become her room. She hasn’t taken over the rest of the condo, but that room has become her little corner of the world. When my buddies want to come over, especially if we’ve been out at night, I have to call to make sure she’s not asleep or if she’s still dressed. I’ve gotten a girlfriend now and she’s pressuring me a lot to make Susan move out. In fact, she doesn’t like Susan whereas Susan has tried to make friends with her. Plus I want to convert that guest room to a bar area.

The dilemna is that I genuinely like my sister. We get along well. Plus Susan has held up her end of the bargain–she’s been actively looking for work but she just can’t find anything other than some temp work. She’s been quiet and except for a couple of minor disagreements, it hasn’t been too bad having her around.

But the girlfriend is really putting the pressure on me. But how can I turn my back on a family member, my own flesh and blood? Susan’s helped me out in the past. Have any of you been in a similar situation? Have any of you had to help out a sibling? What did you do?

About 7 months ago i went to visit my brother for the weekend. We had some drinks and decided to go to a club.. at first i didn’t want to as i stayed far away i didn’t feel like driving (cause the club was half an hour drive from my brothers house) but then i decided i never see my brother so let me make it fun for him so we invited all our friend to come with.. we went with a bakkie. We had an amazing night and spoke about so many things..we kept on hugging each other and from time to time he would call me from a distance and shout ’sussa i loooove you’ to which i would reply ‘boeta i looove you’..we left at about half past 4. We stopped at a garage to get pies for everyone.. he asked me if he could drive and i said no..i sat in the front while my friend was driving, my brother and all the other friends were sitting on the back of the bakkie. We must’ve been driving for 10mins when i looked up into the mirror for some reason and saw something fly thru the air and at that moment someone shouted REINHARD…i immediately told my friend to stop..i jumped out and ran as fast as my legs could take me but it felt like i couldnt move..i got to him..it was my brother, lying in a pool of blood..i couldn’t believe my eyes. I fell to the ground and ask please God please not me, not him, not now..i thought to myself is this how its gona end..is this really it. I tried to lift his head and my hand felt a hole in the back with blood running out..i kept shouting ‘GET AN AMBULANCE, CALL A DR!!’ i lifted his upper body and supported it with mine. I tried to keep pressure on that hole cause i thought maybe they could come and safe him like in the movies. I remember jumping in front of a car, opening the door, falling on the floor and asking the young lady to please call an ambulance cause my brother is dying..but sitting there with him in my arms bleeding like that everything just went quite..I couldn’t see anyone around me, i didn’t hear anything. I looked at him and blood was coming out his ears, his eyes..i whispered in his ear i told him be strong they’ll be here soon, be strong for us, i love u so much, why?? why did u do it?? i could see he was struggling to breath so i tried with one hand to close his nose and blow air into his lungs..i could feel him hurting so i stopped..i felt him die i felt a piece of me die, my best friend, my little brother who was the only person i trusted after my parents divorce, my life just ended and i couldn’t do anything..i sat there helpless holding him, knowing he passed away i told everyone to stay calm and call my mother. We were still waiting for an ambulance as there were no hospitals nearby..my friend suddenly handed me the phone, it was my mother. Hearing her voice sent a guilt feeling thru my body..’how do i tell u i killed your son’ is all i could think.. ”mom he’s dead, mom he died…””what do u mean, are you joking and she started crying i couldn’t bear it.. ”i’ll keep him till you get here” and thats what i did..i don’t know who even called my dad and thats another thing thats bugs me everyday.I sat there holding my brother from 4:45 to about 8..i didn’t wana let him go..i remember asking for a cloth and i cleaned his face cause i didn’t want my parents to see him like that but i completely forgot that i was covered in blood..i didn’t care, i didn’t care about anything..i kissed him on his lips so many times begging him to wake up, begging him to just kiss me one more time..alot of things happened in the few hours that i was holding him but i don’t remember everything..this is actually the first time since it happened that i think about it for so long..

it hurts so much, i stayed strong during the funeral for my mom and dad..i feel in a way its my fault cause i should’ve been more responsible. i miss him sooo much..he was so handsome and even tho he was younger he was bigger and always protecting me..

sometimes i feel like im losing my mind..i have flips where i get so angry especially with my poor boyfriend who has been so supportive, i hit him and break stuff and cry so hard that it hurts me inside..ive thought about dying..sometimes i just stand on a balcony thinking of jumping off. i feel like i have all these emotions locked up inside while my strong face just got so good that no1 can see im hurting.. i got so good at pushing problems to the side just so i dont get upset thinking about it..i dono i ill ever feel normal again..its been 7months and i cry when i see some1 dying or in pain..im all of a sudden scared of death but suicidal at the same time

my brother died at the young age of 18..3days before his last exam. he was gona move back home the next week

Reinhard Kotze 1990-06-01 2008-11-29
I’ll never forget you
xx

hi. im 19years old. And currently upset and not to happy in life.
All my life i have been picked on.Growing up I was overweight and very smart, and i had little friends as a kid. I always felt different and lonely. No one was there for me really.

When i got into highschool i made a ton of friends and lost weight. My grades began slipping. This was because, i went to a school with smart kids and i felt like i couldnt compete so i was just average. And highschool sucked for me. I didnt fit in. (im half black/half white) And once again kids made fun of me for that. And i feel ashamed of who i am. My parents dont get it or how i feel. My mom claims it growing pains but its so much more than that! My friends where phony, and boys where pigs!
I didnt graduate on time, i failed chemistry and i had to go to nite school for that on one class, so i didnt go to college right away. I beated myself up so much. And my parents wont let me forget it that i messed up. CHEMISTRY IS HARD! i failed that exam by 4 points. I literally never heard the end of it.
So now im 19.
stuck, confused , and upset!
my mom is battling lung cancer and my dad is always working. I dont know what to do. My mom keeps telling me to just live my life(which im doing) and not to worry. But its like im being mom now.
I have 2 younger brothers and i have to get them up and ready for school every day. Clean the house, laundry etc. im not being a spoiled brat, but why does it all fall on me? I have an older sister who is 20yrs, and she doesnt do anything! Shes never home, and never gets yelled at for anything! She uses the excuse that shes always working. SO am i! i work my butt off! My oldest brother who is moved out never calls or stops by.
I just want to be a 19 year old kid with not as many worries.
i feel so depressed. and theres always so much pressure on me.Everyone expects me to be perfect!and im not! no one is! My parents dont get it that people make mistakes! My dad blames every little thing on me! im always crying and so frustrated because no one will listen to me.
I dont feel beautiful or pretty, i gained 30lbs in the past to years and i just feel like i let myself down. i wanna be free. I wanna love me for me! and not be so hard on myself and just not let other things get to me.

Hello all,

Our central air seems like it’s freezing up.

When we first turn it on, cold air comes out, and we see water coming out of the condensation line from the furnace.

After a while, the airflow slows, the air becomes less cold, no condensation comes out, and the cycles become longer and longer as it tries to maintain the temperature. Eventually the temperature in the house starts to rise. We sometimes see ice on the copper tubing leading from the compressor into the coil, on the outside of the furnace.

If we turn off the air conditioning for a while, things seem to return to normal for a while, and then the cycle begins again.

We have had technicians come out twice now and the problem still hasn’t gone away. We have already done the following:

-Changed the air filter
-Had the compressor and the coils cleaned
-Installed a programmable thermostat
-Had the unit checked for leaks (we had been told that our unit was low on coolant in previous years, but they were unable to find any leaks, and told us that the difference in pressure was likely because there was water in the lines with the coolant)

Most recently we were told by the technician that the reason why our unit was freezing up was because the air inside our house is warmer than the air in our underground garage (where the compressor is located). We’re in a townhouse complex and there’s not much we can do about the location of the compressor. We’ve lived here for several years, though, and this year is the first that we’ve had problems this severe.

Does anyone have any idea what else might be going wrong? We have pretty much run out of ideas of what else we can do, and the technicians do not seem to have any other suggestions as well. Before we call anyone else we’d like to get some opinions from others.

Thanks so much for your help.
Riona
The owner of the AC repairs company came by, checked out the unit, and said that the issue is low freon. Apparently the service tech who came out in previous visits did not put in the proper amount of freon because he did the calculations based on ambiant temperature from outside, but the AC unit is in our underground garage. There is a 10 degree difference between the temp outside and inside. The unit seems to be running fine so far and the air coming out is much colder.

Thanks for all your help!

My cat is about 12 years old and is a female Tonkinese. Suddenly she became really lethargic and stopped eating her food except for little bits. She went from 9.5 pounds to 9 in a week. I took her to the vet that week and she was hydrated and put on antibiotics. She was and still is on Prednisone for the asthma she was diagnosed with about 10 months ago (she has to be on it every other day or so and they did make sure it was asthma, not heart worm). She also had dental issues in the past and this exact behavior was exhibited before which is why she was treated with the antibiotics and given pain meds so her teeth did not bother her.

For the first week and a half she was great with the antibiotics and pain meds but all of a sudden she went back to where we started. I took her back to the vet who ran blood work which came back fine (no thyroid issues, no kidney or liver issues, no elevated white blood cells, cancer…you name it, it was negative). They took a fecal sample today and I have yet to get the results back but the vet says it is most unlikely that she has an intestinal parasite. Now Pandora is down to about 8 pounds but she eats, little bits at a time (eats and drinks). I actually saw her eating some dry food today which she has not eaten in months. She is getting a medication to stimulate her appetite but that is given every 3rd day and she seemed most hungry today, the day before she actually gets her next pill.

She is still very lethargic (except when she is at the vet and awhile after she walks in the front door here at home) and even stumbled a bit at one point after scratching her paws on her cardboard scratch box. It was like she tipped because she lost her footing. Her temp. is normal, her blood pressure is in normal range, she is getting hydrated subcutaneously by the vet as much as she needs it (she went today again). She is so weak and limp when I pick her up and she just moves real slow; it’s just not right. I did see her grooming her head today which I haven’t seen in a week so at least she is eating and cleaning up after herself.

Does anyone have any ideas? If she starts to get better at all I am going to go in and get her teeth cleaned and she needs two extractions but the vet didn’t seem to think that the condition of her mouth had anything to do with the way she is behaving.Her gums are pink, not pale white.
IN RESPONSE TO EVERYONE: The vet did check for tumors and was not surprised that she didn’t find anything because if an animal has cancer they often have an increase in blood cell count which she did not have. She did have an x-ray not that long ago as well.

I will talk to the vet again about the prednisone although the blood test showed that it is not effecting her negatively. Usually if prednisone is causing issues it will show up in the form of liver or kidneys disease.

Thank you for that website! I will look into it and share the information with my vet, she is very wonderful and is trying to look at every possible scenario.

Last but not least, I am trying to prepare myself for the idea that there may be nothing I can do and I am spending as much time with her as possible. I am just not quick to give up as long and was I do for her does not cause her any additional stress. Thank you for the kid words. I meant as long as what I do does not cause her more stress. I think my brain is ahead of my typing, ha ha.
and I meant kind words, lol. I am horrible.
UPDATE:

Just so everyone knows, it was found that she has a tumor in her abdomen. She hadn’t had a BM in a couple days so I took her in for an enema and two vets examined her again. It’s about 3/4-1 inch big and they said they could do an ultrasound and possibly exploratory surgery but I don’t know if that is worth it if all they can do is go in there and do nothing. She might not even deal well with anesthesia with her asthma and slightly enlarged left side of her heart. I am so heartbroken right now knowing I have to keep an eye on her and let her go. I have never felt so helpless in my life. Thank you all for your answers. At least I know what I am dealing with.

Okay recently I took my cat to the vet because she’d been scratching at her neck constantly. So with that they find that she has a infection in her ear. They prescribed her ear drops and but told me to clean her ears out first, SO… I did, but Mia, My cat hates ear drops and she shook when I was giving them to her therefore causing them to get into her eye. I immediately flushed her eyes(both) out with water. Later that night I notice that one pupil was normal and her other pupil was tiny. The next day I took her to the vet and he said her eye was okay, and he put some stuff in it to dilate it and I was told to come back in 7 days to check on her ears.. Meanwhile Im giving her ear drops and her eye finally starts going back to normal she her balance is off a little when she shakes her head, and when she jumped off my bed… But while that’s happens, her pupil goes back to being tiny again. So I just kinda wondered about it… not to worried. Then I notice that she is wanting to be near me constantly, wanting under my blankets…(Note she never likes to being under blankets) So I blow that off too, thinking maybe she’s just cold with the air conditioning. Okay so then She wouldn’t eat her food… I feed her twice a day because shes on a diet, and its a VERY rare occasion when she turns her nose up on her dry food… So, worried I grab my other cats wet food and feed her that. The next day i take her back to the vet to get her ears checked on the make sure her infection was gone…. But her eye… is still messed up not normal… The vet told me to stop the ear drops and gave me some pills to give her. and told me that he’s worried about the ears and the balance thing, and that she wouldn’t eat, and the hes starts saying stuff like she might have a tumor or a growth back behind her ears giving them pressure making her lose her balance and making that eye do funny things… He did admit he was baffled about her eyes, because he said they were completely functioning correctly, they just didn’t match up….which isn’t normal… So I’ll take her back in, in 5 days to see if shes improving…. But I was wondering if any one had any idea what might be wrong with my cat… Cause I’m really hoping she doesn’t have some tumor or anything…

1. Which of the following statements about filling a cooling system is correct?
A. If you must add coolant to a warm engine, you should remove the radiator cap and add the coolant while the engine is off.
B. In a vehicle that has a coolant recovery system, the radiator should be filled to the very top with coolant.
C. In a vehicle that has a coolant recovery system, the radiator should be filled with coolant to about one inch below the top of the filler neck.
D. A coolant recovery tank should always be filled to the very top.
2. Dirt and debris in the radiator’s cooling fins, a faulty radiator fan clutch, a thermostat that is stuck closed, or a damaged air dam are all likely to cause
A. water pump failure.
B. engine overheating.
C. coolant leaks.
D. engine overcooling.
3. Imagine that you are troubleshooting a cooling system. The heater in the passenger compartment is producing very little heat, but the coolant level in the engine appears to be okay. When you start the engine, coolant starts flowing immediately. The probable cause of this problem is
A. a thermostat stuck open.
B. a coolant leak into the lubrication system.
C. a thermostat stuck closed.
D. a coolant leak into a combustion chamber.
4. If a water pump’s _______ is worn, the pump shaft has too much free play, and the pump makes a loud whining noise as it operates.
A. seal
B. impeller
C. drive belt
D. bearing
5. Which of the following statements about water pump drive belts is correct?
A. The tension in a serpentine belt must be adjusted regularly.
B. In a serpentine drive belt system, the belt tension is usually maintained by a spring-loaded idler pulley.
C. If a water pump is driven by an engine’s timing belt, a drive-belt pulley keeps the belt at the proper tension.
D. If a water pump is driven off the crankshaft by V-type belts, the belt tension never needs to be adjusted.
7. Which of the following components is opened to drain the coolant from an engine block during servicing?
A. Petcock
B. Filler neck
C. Block drain plug
D. Blow-off valve
8. Imagine that you are observing an automotive technician perform a test on a cooling system. As you watch, the technician installs a pressure tester at the filler neck of the vehicle’s radiator. Then, he starts the engine and watches the pressure gage on the tester. As the engine runs, the pressure reading begins to rise. What is the probable cause of this test result?
A. Coolant is leaking into the lubrication system.
B. The radiator pressure cap is faulty.
C. The technician performed the pressure test incorrectly.
D. Combustion gases are leaking into the cooling system.
9. The center section of a radiator where the actual cooling takes place is called the _______.
A. core
B. recovery tank
C. filler neck
D. pressure cap
10. If the oil in an engine’s lubrication system appears milky white or light tan in color, what is the likely cause of this condition?
A. The engine is constantly overheating.
B. Coolant is leaking into the lubrication system.
C. The water pump bearings are worn.
D. Too much antifreeze was added to the coolant mixture in the engine.
11. In an overhead-camshaft engine, the _______ often drives the water pump as well as the camshafts in the cylinder head.
A. timing belt
B. transmission
C. battery
D. radiator fan motor
12. Imagine that you are checking an engine’s cooling system. When you check the coolant level, you find that the level is very low. After performing a complete visual examination of the cooling system, you can’t see any leaks. You then perform a pressure test on the cooling system, but still cannot locate any external coolant leaks. You examine a sample of oil from the engine, but the oil does not appear to be contaminated. Next, you remove the spark plugs from the engine and examine them. One spark plug appears to be extremely clean. Which of the following is the probable cause of the low coolant level?
A. Coolant is leaking into the combustion chamber.
B. The water pump seal has failed.
C. Coolant is leaking into the lubrication system.
D. A radiator hose has ruptured
13. Which of the following statements about air-cooled engines is correct?
A. In air-cooled engines, the cylinders and cylinder heads are finned to decrease their overall surface area.
B. A typical liquid-cooled engine has better gas mileage and a more efficient emission system than an equivalent air-cooled engine.
C. Air-cooled engines provide poor passenger compartment heating, tend to be noisy, and tend to develop oil leaks.
D. Air-cooled engines must be maintained periodically.
14. Which of the following components measures the temperature of the coolant, and
14. Which of the following components measures the temperature of the coolant, and turns the radiator fan on and off to keep the coolant at a certain set temperature?
A. The coolant temperature switch
B. The thermostat
C. The temperature indicator
D. The timing belt

I asked a similar question not too long ago. Here is my medical profile. I don’t have STD, I am not taking any pills, I am in my mid 20’s
I do however have irregular periods which I may get them every 2-3 months at a time.
I am in my mid 20’s, no kids, not pregnant.
Just 2 days ago I started having sex with my new BF. I have been sexually active for 2 years now and has never experienced any bleeding from my past boyfriends. My new BF is more well endowed and we did engaged in very rough sex which we just started 2 days ago and only 2 days ago. Also we did used condoms for protection. And yes there was use of lubrication

There was no pain after we had sex except for the morning session in which I was dry and asked him to stop before we could completely go through with it. 5 hours after we parted I noticed some slight bleeding as i cleaned up myself. later on that night my panty liner was stained and I switched to wearing a pad.
I browsed through the internet about bleeding after sex. They say rough sex can cause this but should not last more than a day.

There is no pain, but do do feel a bit bloated and some light abdominal pressure similar when you get a period. I feel no burning or itching sensation at my vagina as well, but I feel similar to having a period.
The blood is not pink but red, or deep red, with small clots from time to time. I dont feel dizzy either or nauseous. And yes there is a lot of blood similar to like having your first or 2nd day of having a period.

I contacted a doctor who told me to monitor myself for the next 6 days. If the vaginal bleeding was cause by rough sex, he informed me that I just might have a tear and needs to not have sex for a while till it heals. I am still bleeding as of now.

My friend also said that the sexual stimulation may cause to trigger a menstruation.
I would like to know if this is possible for some one like me who have an irregular period?

Or if this is caused by rough sex how long does this take before it stops?

iam so sick of my life right now and i feel that i could just end it all by killing myself! i know its wrong. and always look up and think about my family and God and stuff but its just i hate it

my niece who just started high school [iam 1 grade ahead of her] told her mom that i pretend that i dont know her at school. And her mom God mad at me [this was at the begining of the year] and she told her nana and for my bday i got 10 bucks from them. And iam grateful that i got somthing because alot of kids dont get anything. but its the fact that they gave me a little because they think i was being rude and mean etc..

then she told everyone that i was making fun of the retarded kids [because of my great luck! i sat next to her during a rally and the kids below us were the ya know retarded kids sorry if thats not what you call them] and some of my family looked down on me.

then she told some people that i am a loner at school! and i dont really have friends.

and she honestly believes those things. she isnt just making them up! she just believes that they are true! and her and her mom are very close. shes perfect. pretty,4.0 gpa,comes home to fresh baked cookies, never gets introuble, goodie goodie
pissing me off! and i just wanna like back hand her.HONESTLY!

then my mom is just bugging me. she nags me about little things like
since iam on summer vacation. i do vacum twice a week, mow the lawn weekly, take out the trash, clean my room, do the dishes, put them away, wash my own laundry
and she tells me
you need to vacum when your at home since your not doing anything!

and i left the dishes in the washing machine 1 time!! and she told me i never do it.

i want a macbook pro really bad so i can edit videos! but i cant sell my laptop on craiglist because people dont want it! haha

people for my whole life looked down on me

people dont think i can do anything
they just think iam weak

i hate it!

and my and my cousin grew up together and she just got a bf and she actually brought him around her parents. Now everyone wants me to get a gf. and i dont want one!!!! and i tell them that but there always trying to hook me up with some girl and putting a lot of pressure on me

and then i got a progress report that had
D
D
B
C
and my family like my whoooole family saw! like cousins etc..
and iam getting such bad grades because iam soo depressed right now! But i cant tell anyone so i was like
you know what! iam going to work really hard! even though iam having a hard time!
so i got a 3.0 +GPA. And people think that i just easy classes.

my mom didnt even care. she just said oh well do better next time!

iam thinking! I WENT FROM D D C B TO A A C B

iam just hating my life right now. and i feel that when my moms at work and when she comes home. iam going to be dead. because iam so sick of life. and my favorite cousin who used to tell me everything and i used to tell her everything doesnt even talk to me. like i text her and she just ignores it.

i have no one to talk to..so all of this just builds up!

i want to tell my mom..but she doesnt care shes just gonna say
i need to stop. And i care for the past 2 weeks. ive been crying at nite because iam so sick of my life.

iam 16 and a boy and i feel that if i cry infront of people there going to look further down on me

what do i do?

iam so sick of my life right now and i feel that i could just end it all by killing myself! i know its wrong. and always look up and think about my family and God and stuff but its just i hate it

my niece who just started high school [iam 1 grade ahead of her] told her mom that i pretend that i dont know her at school. And her mom God mad at me [this was at the begining of the year] and she told her nana and for my bday i got 10 bucks from them. And iam grateful that i got somthing because alot of kids dont get anything. but its the fact that they gave me a little because they think i was being rude and mean etc..

then she told everyone that i was making fun of the retarded kids [because of my great luck! i sat next to her during a rally and the kids below us were the ya know retarded kids sorry if thats not what you call them] and some of my family looked down on me.

then she told some people that i am a loner at school! and i dont really have friends.

and she honestly believes those things. she isnt just making them up! she just believes that they are true! and her and her mom are very close. shes perfect. pretty,4.0 gpa,comes home to fresh baked cookies, never gets introuble, goodie goodie
pissing me off! and i just wanna like back hand her.HONESTLY!

then my mom is just bugging me. she nags me about little things like
since iam on summer vacation. i do vacum twice a week, mow the lawn weekly, take out the trash, clean my room, do the dishes, put them away, wash my own laundry
and she tells me
you need to vacum when your at home since your not doing anything!

and i left the dishes in the washing machine 1 time!! and she told me i never do it.

i want a macbook pro really bad so i can edit videos! but i cant sell my laptop on craiglist because people dont want it! haha

people for my whole life looked down on me

people dont think i can do anything
they just think iam weak

i hate it!

and my and my cousin grew up together and she just got a bf and she actually brought him around her parents. Now everyone wants me to get a gf. and i dont want one!!!! and i tell them that but there always trying to hook me up with some girl and putting a lot of pressure on me

and then i got a progress report that had
D
D
B
C
and my family like my whoooole family saw! like cousins etc..
and iam getting such bad grades because iam soo depressed right now! But i cant tell anyone so i was like
you know what! iam going to work really hard! even though iam having a hard time!
so i got a 3.0 +GPA. And people think that i just easy classes.

my mom didnt even care. she just said oh well do better next time!

iam thinking! I WENT FROM D D C B TO A A C B

iam just hating my life right now. and i feel that when my moms at work and when she comes home. iam going to be dead. because iam so sick of life. and my favorite cousin who used to tell me everything and i used to tell her everything doesnt even talk to me. like i text her and she just ignores it.

i have no one to talk to..so all of this just builds up!

i want to tell my mom..but she doesnt care shes just gonna say
i need to stop. And i care for the past 2 weeks. ive been crying at nite because iam so sick of my life.

and girls like think iam ugly. EVEN GIRLS WHO like me! say iam ugly. -__-

iam 16 and a boy and i feel that if i cry infront of people there going to look further down on me

what do i do?
thanks for your help..i have at least some people that dont know me to kinda talk to. but its not the same. but it does sorta help.